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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Challenge Results

The day seems more full...less wasted and much more happiness. Some of the things that really bother me didn't seem to matter quite as much. All in all it was a fun experiment and def. something to continue.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

My Challenge to you and myself...

Linz doesn't know this yet but her and I, yes WE are challenging you all to something today.

Have the attitude that today is a "gift". What does that mean to you? How did your outlook or understanding change today/tomorrow when you do this? Did you learn anything?

My mom used to have a Family Circus cartoon on the fridge. It says, "Yesterday is the past, tomorrow is the future, and today is a gift and that's why it's called the present!"

Post your comment and let us know. I'll follow this blog up with another post on my findings.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010


At age 5, I wanted to be an artist.

At age 8, an author.

age 10, a doctor.

age 12, a teacher.

Age 15, a lawyer.

Age 18, an international missionary.

Age 19, a photographer.

Age 21, a relief worker.

At age 23, I’m a youth counselor. Next year I might decide to be a federal agent. Often I become frustrated (and even frightened) by the idea that I’m not sure where, exactly, I’m going. Why is it that I can never just be content with who and where I am? I wish that I could insert something deep and thought-provoking here, but I can’t and I won’t. I’ll just look at my list and imagine what I’ll be adding in the next seventy years. I might be a one-woman show, but at least I’ll never stop entertaining myself.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Four letter word...

What if we treated love with such respect and passion as Christ did? Would we be a different society? How about a better people as a whole?

What if us guys threw away this assumption or paradigm that true men can't show love?

Love is a lifelong journey. A journey that takes a lot of work, passion, ambition and desire.

Because of love He died on the cross...and we send flowers...

Sunday, January 17, 2010

it's not really about having a lot of friends. it's about not making enemies.

Friday, January 8, 2010

To whoever is listening...

I feel like I'm fighting in my last round/surrounded by this terrible sound/ all alone and I just want to be found/under the radar I fly low/just wanting someone to notice it's bad logic I know/emotions are raging off the charts/seems like my day should be done even before it starts/the end of the dark tunnel is nowhere in sight/all I want is that glorious light/tattered and beaten on my path I struggle/one step at a time I limp forward/hugging my pillow at night I snuggle/awaiting another day to press forward.

The path of the righteous is narrow/how can I fit when I'm no more than a bent arrow/I'm like a dizzy sparrow/ I can't fly straight to save my life/some days are real good others full of strife/constantly listening and pressing ahead/following the path as best as I can/I choose the hard path instead/dear dad I love ya man/as you used to always say "You da man!"

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

it's easy to listen
hard to accept
and painful to change

elijah was a prophet,
a righteous, chosen man
and even he cried "enough!
i am tired of being strong"

and there was no wrath,
no judgment,
no loss of love or life.
only gentle reassurance,
time for rest,
and just enough sustenance
for the journey ahead.

The path of my life....

When God says go, I go. Generally I ask many questions as I have to have some sort of guarantee. The path I'm on is from God. I fully and 100% believe this. I also fully believe that this is the hardest hike I've ever been on. One would think that the path of life may be somewhat dirty, or unattractive. Mine turned from attractive to downright nasty. I realize the path ultimately leads to success, whether that be earthly or not. It's the pain I don't like. I'm not sure how much more I can take.

I feel like I'm walking down the street and inside all of the houses are many people. Lots of hot chocolate, cookies, turkey, stuffing, laughing, little kids running and general happiness. I don't fit in, yet I would love to. There is hope however as a few of them wave and say hi as I walk by.

The unspeakable happens and someone is taken from me. Someone I admired and looked up to. Now instead of hope I feel despair. Every night I sit alone, staring at the pieces of myself broken all over the place. I wonder what it would be like to have help picking up the pieces, to have a friend come over and watch a game or go out to eat with. I hope someday this could happen.

Not at all sure where I'm headed. I hope the pain subsides so I can be myself...

Monday, January 4, 2010

tree

i’ve got some strange attraction to trees

as if i might fall in love with one someday

i may just sit beneath one for an hour or two

and the hours will turn into days and years

and there i will sit, wistful and windblown

…we’ll grow into each other

and autumn will be our favorite season

(i’ll lay beneath the branches and be doused

in auburns and burgundies and jades

and i’ll bring new meaning to the words

tree hugger)

of course, the only talking that needs to be done

will be done by the breeze:

it will be me and the tree and the wind hum

the tree and i, we’ll be lovers

but mostly we’ll just be

Saturday, December 5, 2009

I sure do love Andrew. In the most friendliest way possible :) 

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

a million years after it becomes all the rage, i figure out twitter. what can i say? i am obviously more technologically savvy than your average person. 

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Decisions

The important life decisions seem to always be the hardest ones. I guess the right/noble things in life come at a price.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I wish...

I wish he could tell me if it was all worth it. At the end of the day is one thing, but lying in your hospital bed minutes from death, did you believe it was worth it?
So, a worker today decided to back into a parked car. He fled the scene due to having a suspended drivers license...talk about "undignified".....:-)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Sick again. Left Grenada a week and a half early after being stuck in a hospital there for several days. Stupid kidneys. 

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

          In our society, we visualize victimization as women being battered in their homes, elderly citizens being mugged on city street corners, and innocent bystanders harmed in gang shootings. To most Americans, victims are those who are hurt when a law is broken. Victimization, however, has far more to do with the structure of a society as a whole than simply with the rules of the legal system. In fact, at times victimization can be a product of something that may be viewed by the public as harmless and even positive: in particular, globalization.

            Globalization, the process of creating a world economy, has been responsible for the victimization of millions. Not only does the process affect Americans, it exploits people worldwide. No one person is responsible for the massacre of culture and freedom we call globalization, but it will take strong, hardworking, and convicted individuals to change the direction of the process and end the suffering it has caused.

            In chapter four of Derber’s The Wilding of America (1996), Derber looks back on a tragic event. In 1993, a factory in Thailand burned to the ground during a workday. Nearly 200 workers were killed, most of them young women. The factory was owned by a toy corporation whose main contracts were with American companies like Toys ‘R’ Us and Fisher Price. The women who lost their lives in the fire were certainly victims of a terrible accident. What may be more alarming, though, and perhaps just as tragic, is that these women were victims long before there was any fire. They were victims of corporate greed and oppression.

            Derber explains that Kader Industrial Toy Company had used the women as semi-slave laborers. They were paid extremely low wages and worked under hideous, dangerous conditions. The women at the toy company were treated more like machines than people – what mattered was that they pumped out goods, not that they were given a decent workspace or paid enough to live. Although local factory management undoubtedly played a part, lack of international workplace regulations and “a new age…of global wilding” (p. 61) were ultimately responsible for the cruel treatment of the Thai workers. Sadly, the women at the Thai factory were not and are not the only human beings subject to such oppressive practices. “The historical record suggests that the Thai sweatshop is more the rule than the exception” (p. 64).

            “The seductions of such cheap and degraded labor have proved irresistible to multinational companies,” says Derber (p. 61). Large American corporations use the free market policy as a reason – or excuse – for exploitation of workers at home and abroad. Technological advances have made it possible for corporations to outsource production and marketing to foreign countries, where regulations on labor are less restrictive or even absent. Though this brings down costs for corporations and, in theory, for product consumers, it also results in the unfair treatment of innocent people worldwide. For example, Indonesian peasant girls are paid less than one dollar a day to manufacture shoes for Nike, and the going wage rate for American corporations in some parts of China is just fifteen cents per hour. In Guatemala, workers may be kept in multinational factories by force until two o’clock in the morning. Why is it that all people are entitled to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness unless they are not American?

            Derber compares the new global economic practices to a giant game of musical chairs. This game is regulated as long as the stakes are national, but under global capitalism the rules disappear. Corporations that have established themselves as providers of (low-wage) jobs in communities on the other side of the world use their power as an intimidation tool. They may threaten to leave a community (which would eliminate jobs and effectively cause the collapse of local economies) unless workers agree to lower pay or local governments submit to giving incentives. Entire nations become victims of this practice, in which corporations pit local and national governments against each other in order to gain and maintain economic power. 

            Foreigners aren’t the only victims of globalization. Living standards of the United States’ poor and working class have been pushed down. We are now seeing the kind of “polarized class structure prevalent in the Third World itself” (p. 67). Outsourcing of factories has eliminated jobs for working-class Americans and sent them to places where labor is cheaper. Sweatshops in the United States have seen an increase. Immigrant workers are exploited, as many will work under conditions that most U.S. citizens would refuse to tolerate. Even middle-class workers are being affected, due to downsizing and a corporate loss of interest in individual workers and gain of interest in capital.

The idea of a global economy is not inherently bad. In fact, Derber points out that there are many potential benefits. Created independent of egoism and harsh capitalist practices, a global economy could result in economic growth in impoverished areas and the development of a world community. However, globalization has failed to realize these goals and instead has become a predator to societies and local economies worldwide. In today’s world, the poor become poorer, and the rich become richer.

In chapter twenty-two of Confessions of an Economic Hit Man (2004), Perkins explores the devastating effects of globalization from the perspective of an insider.

Perkins differentiates between the “old America” and the “new America”. The old America, he says, was a republic. This republic had a moral foundation rather than a materialistic mindset. It “offered hope to the world” (p. 127). Based on equality and justice, the old America was both an inspiration and a nation willing to fight for its principles. The republic’s institutions functioned as its strongholds. Banks, bureaucracies, and corporations had the potential to make positive changes in the world – perhaps to end suffering and bring about peace. According to Perkins, the old America was on its way to becoming a sort of realistic utopia.

Today’s America is much different. An empire striving to grasp and hold onto global power, it is the enemy of the republic. The empire, based on capitalism, is greedy, selfish, and materialistic. It serves its own interests at the expense of the rest of the world. It seeks to hoard resources in an effort to make its rulers rich and powerful, says Perkins. The global empire is not a bearer of peace and justice – it is a warmonger.

As a self-described economic hit man, Perkins understands the power and responsibility individuals hold within the context of globalization. Working within a system of mass oppression certainly left Perkins with guilt. It also left him with “employees, countries, and shares of stock [added] to [his] various portfolios and to [his] ego” (p. 129). Most Americans are essentially living in the same situation. Though we have a less direct tie to tyrannical economic practices, we wear clothes made in sweatshops, buy products manufactured by workers paid unfair wages, and drink coffee grown on farms stolen from foreign owners and sold by their governments to large, U.S. corporations. We ignore our responsibility and impact on globalization because we live comfortably.

To Perkins, whose involvement in oppressive and cruel practices was direct and obvious, the “money, adventure, and glamour” was not worth “the turmoil, guilt, and stress” (p. 129). He refused to be blind to the consequences of what he had done as an economic hit man as many other men and women had been and continue to be. Perkins eventually realized that working for large corporate interests was causing him to help a handful of the wealthy population and literally kill off many of the lower, working-class citizens in smaller, less powerful nations.

Whether we are working for a huge, multinational corporation or simply wearing clothes made by workers who are paid too little, when we submit to globalization without conscious contemplation of the consequences we are turning our backs on justice and on the “old America”. Capitalism and free trade may seem ideal in theory; played out in reality they lead to harsh and manipulative practices that serve to perpetuate injustice and disparity worldwide.  If we allow ourselves to believe that corporate and bureaucratic actions as they are practiced now are for the good of the global economy, we not only allow our worldwide neighbors to be victimized, but we, ourselves, become victims of globalization’s web of deceit.

Collins and Yeskel (2005) discuss methods to reduce inequality and build a fair economy in chapter four of Economic Apartheid in America. Though their techniques are essentially geared toward establishing justice within the U.S. economy, they can be utilized as tools to create a more fair global economy, also. Collins and Yeskel assert that the first step to reducing inequality is to “remind ourselves that there is an alternative to the current way the economy is organized” (p. 126).  Many people feel hopeless about the state of the United States economy. Others are discouraged by the oppression and disparity caused by globalization. Say Collins and Yeskel, we must remember that historically the U.S. has seen cycles of economic inequality.

Several times in the history of our nation, large social movements have arisen and taken necessary measures to correct the problem. In these social movements, citizens have come together to change the cultural rules, fix what is wrong and make it right, and have organized themselves to become a powerful body.  Social movements may not feel coherent, and not everyone within a movement has the same ideals. At times, participants may become discouraged, as early stages of movement growth are hard to recognize. But when people come together with a unified purpose, eager to address problems, there is potential for change. We need not be discouraged to the point of hopelessness.

Through several phases, a social movement can be successful. The first phase involves cultural preparation and organization. In this phase, messages must be developed that counter the ideas of the dominant culture. In the beginning, attempts at change may be unsuccessful and political support may not exist. Eventually, grassroots organizations working from low-budgets and donated time will begin educating, organizing, and plugging their views to the mainstream media. With this extra push, the movement’s issues may see their way into politics.

In the second phase, the movement builds public support after a trigger event. After the trigger event, the majority of public opinion favors the movement. People join organizations and participate in rallies and actions in favor of the movement. The movement gains media coverage and politicians begin to speak out about the issues.

In the third phase, consolidation, “a movement enters a long period of consolidating the gains, instituting policies, monitoring compliance, and engaging in a larger cultural paradigm shift” (p. 135). Even after cultural acceptance of an issue, it may take years before change is institutionalized and long-term goals can be envisioned and accepted.

Social movements are the result of hard work through many sources. Grassroots organizations, coalitions, research organizations, media, educators, and cultural work are all components of a successful movement, national or worldwide. A large-scale movement to change to reverse the powerful and devastating effects of globalization will require an enormous amount of dedication and work on the part of Americans and other nations around the globe. Finding common ground may be one of the most difficult tasks when it comes to promoting a social movement, as classism, racism, and sexism still pervade dominant U.S. culture, and ethnocentrism separates America from much of the world.

But maybe most important to making a social change is a change in attitude. Although empirical data shows that inequality is not the fault of the poor, Americans still seem to idolize the rich and criticize the poor. Until we stop victimizing those who are already victims of a flawed social structure, we will not see change.

Collins and Yaskel claim that we are in an early stage of movement-building in the U.S.  It will take mass organization, education, and a change of attitude among citizens for the movement to take hold and result in change. The same ideas are imperative to stopping the harmful effects of globalization on both Americans and people worldwide. Victimization is not always the result of one individual harming another by violating the law. It can be caused by entire economies taking advantage of less powerful systems. Injustice does not create itself, so we cannot expect it to cure itself. Globalization will continue to create victims as long as we allow it to do so.

 

           

           

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

References

 

Collins, Chuck and Yeskel, Felice. 2005. “Building a Fair Economy Movement.” Pp.

127-146 in Economic Apartheid in America. New York, NY: The New Press

 

Derber, Charles. 1996. “U.S. Business vs. Us: Global Capitalism and Corporate

Wilding.” Pp. 61-80 in The Wilding of America. New York, NY: St. Martin’s

Press, Inc.

 

Perkins, John. 2004. “American Republic versus Global Empire.” Pp. 124-130 in

Confessions of an Economic Hit Man. San Francisco, CA: Berrett-Koehler

Publishers, Inc.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I'm teetering on the ledge between very sad and very happy today and I'm not sure onto which side I'll fall off...

Friday, May 29, 2009

Wow


God has an amazing imagination...

Wednesday, May 27, 2009